This is simply AMAZING. If you know some one that is gay you know the struggles they go though every single day, but to go though struggles with the parents that raised them it makes things just THAT much harder. You parents are supposed to love and support you NO MATTER what you do or are. I am in tears after hearing this song and knew that I just had to share it with anyone that reads or comes across this blog.
If you know me personally you know this hits VERY close to home. I have a gay brother that struggled for YEARS about whether to come out to his family or not. I was the first person that he told and to this day I feel so very lucky that he trusted me enough to come to me and tell me. I love him more then words could ever describe. When every I think that I am lost, or that things are so bad, I look at him and think of the things he has been though and going though and it makes me step back and know that I can over come ANYTHING because he can. He is amazing and one day I can only hope that he gets all the rights he is supposed to have as a gay man. Love is love people, GET OVER IT!
I'm taking back my allegations I misdirected my life I've changed, I'm a different man How our love ain't right But I only wish, you would understand How our love is exactly, what God has planned Just try to remember...
That I'm still your baby, your blood, have your eyes, have your smile, I'm sorry this hurts you, I'm sorry this numbs you But I'm not ashamed of this fire I've inflamed I was given this gift to love from heavens hands Don't abandon me now for loving another man All i ask is in time, you'll give me your blessing
I know deep down you love me, I could use that love right now I know time heals the hurting, I just hope you come around Cause I'm finally proud to state who i am You close-minded thoughts won't leave me condemned And im sorry this hurts you...
But I'm still your baby, your blood, have your eyes, have your smile, Nothing has changed here, I'm still the same You taught me to love with my heart, I still do I was given this gift to love from heavens hands And i know this is not the life you have planned But i ask that in time, you'll give me your blessing
Oooo...
Cause I couldnt remain living inside this lie, Every day that I do more and more of me dies I'm just here to remind you That I'm still your baby, your blood, have your eyes, have your smile, I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry your wounded But I'm not ashamed of this fire I've inflamed I was living this life for somebody else, Now this is my chance to live it for myself All i ask is in time, you give me your blessing
Hunk and I have petty much finished up Little Man's baby registry!!
If you wanna help us out and get something here is a link for them!!
Oh and I am planning on coming down to Florida sometime in mid July for a baby shower so if my super-awesome-amazing friends in Florida wanna help me out and help me plan a shower that would be AWESOME ;o)
Wow. Where do I even start. I guess I should start with the fact that I found out I was pregnant the day after Christmas. Hunk and I decided to start trying for baby #2 back in Aug. and we got pregnant I swear the day I took out my Mirena! But sadly we lost that baby and as much as it hurt I really don't think my body was ready for another baby. So as soon as we could try again we did and BAM pregnant again!! I really got everything I wanted for Christmas this year! Finding out I was pregnant was the best Christmas gift EVER.
This pregnancy had defiantly been completely different then when I was pregnant with Little Miss! The first 3 months were HELL. Sorry for the language but it WAS!! I couldn't hold anything down. Water would even come RIGHT back up sometimes. It pretty much SUCKED! But once I got past the 3rd month things seemed to clam down and I was actually able to start enjoy being pregnant again.
I started feeling the baby move EAAAAARLY like I was 14wks when I felt that first lil flutter. It's so crazy feeling those lil movements again. I love it!! This lil boy is SO active!! Every time I go into an appointment they have to chase him around my belly to get a good heartbeat read. I swear it takes 15mins AT LEAST for them to finally get him cornered. I just laugh and think to myself "oh man am I in for it."
Cravings ... Oh my God cravings. It seems like all I want is STEAK ... STEAK ... STEAK!!!!!! I could eat it for breakfast, lunch, dinner, & snacks!!! I mean I do crave other things like potatoes, apples, Dr Pepper, BBQ chips, carrots with ranch ... But I mean just thinking about steak right now has my mouth watering lol. This lil boy LOVES meat lol.
I know a lot of you are probably wondering how Little Miss took the news of getting a baby brother. Well ... LOL ... She really wanted a sister. She kept telling everyone that the baby was a sister ... When I told her she was getting a brother she told me "No Bubbas Momma" ... She is really too smart for her own good I swear! But I am sure once she sees the baby she will be happy. She is already calling the baby by his name and tells him that she loves him. I just hope she keeps up this mentality and loves the baby once he gets here.
All in all I can't complain too much :o) I am just ready to have him here with us so I can love on the lil booger and watch him grow up. I cannot wait for Hunk to teach him to play football and have water gun fights in the yard. I am just SO happy that Hunk is getting a son b.c after this one I really think that I am done having kids!! (BUT I will never say never again)...
